2021

 I am not sure what is ahead of me after death or if there is anything. This is me after death finally in the know. The sun beaming down behind me represents clarity and the eye in the middle represents wisdom.  

 

 

To me in 20 yrs,   Where are you?? Where are you physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally? I can not wait to see how much you have grown. I am   typing this with fidgeting fingers. I can not contain how excited I am to see how much you have come into yourself. You are 20 right now and it has been a rough couple of years. Just recently you have been going through a lot of manic and depressive episodes. I know all of these emotions are scary and confusing but you will get through it. You trusted in the universe. I hope you have found your voice, because right now I feel like I’m in a never ending cycle of letting myself down. Every time I try explain to people my feelings and the degree I feel them to no one understands which makes me feel worse. I’m also realizing right now that it’s okay to not be understood, or at least trying to find a balance. You have always been a loner so the inevitable never getting married doesn’t scare me, I just hope you’re happy no matter what. You